Conclusions & Lessons

Shit. I hate it when I'm wrong....or at least when I jump to a possible wrong conclusion.

This election stuff has got me all weirded out.

I've been thinking about it quite a bit since yesterday. I know my ramblings earlier on may have seemed like I really didn't give a damn about the outcome. But did I really feel that way?? I don't know. In a way, I think it was to protect myself when I found out the person who was running against me. You would think as an adult, I should be over that shit. Hmm...I guess not. I was thinking there was some ulterior motives going on there. Maybe there were, but possibly with a nicer intent that I had not even considered.

So, why do I jump to conclusions? Hell, I don't' know. Fear, maybe. Yeah. That's probably it. But maybe this is a good kind of fear. You know the kind that you get when you ride a roller coaster.

Shit. I hate learning these kinds of lessons.