Sex on the mind

I think I'm starting to have a mid-life crisis. Last weekend during the Hootie concert, I looked around at all the young people there and I thought to myself, --How cool would it be to be able to go back in time. To go back to my early 20's, yet have the knowledge that I have at 40.-- I think I did play it a little safe during my younger years. Then about the time I was ready to quit being so "safe", I met David. There went my "No strings attached, no questions asked, no guilt involved" lifestyle. Gone before I had the chance to really enjoy it.

Now, the sexless nights are driving me crazy. Ever since I quit doing my depo shots, my hormones have been driving me nuts. I think I realize what it meant to be 18 and male. Ah.....the irony of life. I'm ready to get back on, but I gotta find that damned prescription.

Today, Dave has been on a big kick to get all of us into the gym to start exercising and just feeling better all the way around. Hopefully this will help jumpstart his testosterone level and help his desire level. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Until then, I guess I'll just have to rely on my imagination.