Life is good and bad

I'm in a battle of mixed emotions. I'm feeling great b/c I've actually exercised for the past 3 days. I'm feeling really good phsically. We did the official joining of the health club tonight. Now to keep up the good work.

On the other hand, I've been really,....I'm not sure what word I'm looking for, I keep thinking discombobulated...In the past few weeks, I've heard a friend has breast cancer, my daughter's school had a bomb threat called in, a small boy in a nearby neighborhood was killed, my car engine light came on, and then today, I was in the library when the man I subbed for last week found out his brother-in-law had just died in an auto accident, there was a shooting at a high school less than an hour away, and we've got the potential of hurricane weather coming our way. I'm afraid of what else might be up the road. Its just been a heavy duty time.

I'm so thankful I have my family and my friends. I'm just so thankful to be here.